Hanis' AEP Diaries : ep 4

 Welcome back to my diary series! It's been a long time since we've- I mean I've talked about what's popping in AEP classes 2023. So far, the least I could say is that the classes are a mess. Technically the class is not the problem but the way how things always somehow lands on days we have AEP classes, it kinda disrupts the overall plan we did to help guide us through the maze of time. AEP for this year have their own sweet and sour moments. I can smile while looking back at all the stuffs we did last year. 

First term is the best term. Everything was so chill and going through smoothly. Even though many were still adjusting to the new normal and face-to-face classes, it was the most peaceful term in comparison to the other two terms. I could see the class doing well and enjoying themselves. We did a lot too actually. We tackled two vocabulary topics which are crime & punishment and issues facing young people. We were very productive. New year's luck I guess 

Then came term two. This is where everything started going downhill. I think I went through a series of disastrous events during this period. It was because of the Science Congress 2023. This event took a major role in determining my grade in all science and math subjects. I couldn't really focus and regular classes and what more AEP classes. I went through a mindset that just wants to get everything done. I just want everything to stop. To top it of, I had a conflict with my classmates. Because of a simple misunderstanding, we grew very distant like we were strangers. My confidence dropped to the lowest level. I isolated myself from people while having this 'mask' on saying "I'm fine".

That term was truly something. I don't know how I got through it but I'm just glad I did. Was it the best term? No. But is it gonna change if I still dwell on it? No. So I have to keep going. I still have so much stuff on my plate that I have to keep on eating before it goes bad. No use crying over spilt milk. I seriously took a whole day to reflect on where it went wrong. This coming third term, I will be trying my best to not let history repeat itself. 

Third term just started and to be honest, it went of shore already. We missed our first class and didn't have a direct destination. Today was our first class and it started with this blog. Jokes aside, I love writing blogs. To get in the mood to write something is kinda hard but for me, once I get into it, I can find a way to stop. I just let my fingers take the lead and type out what's in my mind. 

I'm very looking forward to the 14 challenge. I hope I could get started with some new habits and throw those bad ones out of the window. I'm not really someone who plans out my day because I'm more of a go with the flow type of person. However, I do want to take this project seriously and if it goes well, it might even become a good habit for me! I get benefits and I've got nothing to lose. 

I have conveyed my inner honest thoughts about what I think about AEP class so far. So yeaah! That's what I think. I hope I can stay happy and healthy throughout the remaining months of 2023 school year. ＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／