Salutations fellow readers! Welcome back to the well made freshly served daily blog by yours truly~
The irony of my title is such a great laugh. Funnily enough, I have a sore throat while writing a title that says,”Clearing my throat”. As much as I know you must be aware how this is indeed figurative language; I can’t help but laugh over the perfect timing of writing this blog. Whilst the constantly changing environment I have put myself in, feeling disconnected from the low shutter speed background and the dimmed foreground.
It is very much expected for us students to feel overwhelmed with whatever projects we have. Its the second term and it always focuses on intense, faster deadlined group work material. I usually don’t mind group work, but if it requires constant developing, improving and continuous meetings — I start to get really out of it and lose my energy. Of course, I still have to work my way through it but I start to get just a little more mentally drained as days pass. Once the project ends, I go back to my normal self. This two step process has always been what I would go through ever since.
Perhaps its not a bad thing, I know some people have it worse. This month has just been “one of those months” . Its when things just don’t go the way you want it to, and thats okay.
I remember when I used to always make these type of blogs; talking about how overwhelmed I am with the amount of assessments… but now that we are in face-to-face classes, I realised how little work I had during that time. I was just feeling really tired because there was no sense of accomplishment coming from my side. Compared to classes now, I start to feel more accomplished even if I did feel very frustrated during the process. Each time there is a project to be finished, I enjoy the good times I have with my group mate(s), whether it be my seat mate; a person I have never had a conversation with; or my close friends. Its true, I do feel drained but at least I know that I won’t be feeling this way for too long.
They say, “Its all in the mind.”
Thats why all I need to do is to correct myself, change the way I think and try to grasp it well. Clearing my throat, and changing what I have to say.
Now for some AEP!
One of the most memorable things we did happened just recently. This was really the time I felt like making essays can be an easier task to do compared to before. Whenever we have such type of activities, we have to go to miro and jot down whats being asked. Fahad chose the map we were doing and that already made me feel flexible. I already knew that I can make as many mistakes as I want which makes me a lot more calm.
We then studied the type or vocabulary we should used and structured our paragraphs. I was able to see what my other classmates wrote too so I can improve my paragraphs.
I cannot stress enough about how much I love this type of learning. The comfortable type, the type wherein I don’t have to ask the most perfect questions, the type where we can speak freely ( of course, giving space for the teacher, I don’t mean this literally) and the avoidance of stress this type of class manages to do is what makes it so special.
Thats all I have to say, See you in the next one!